Before
by Sharon Dolin
Wordless song—niggunim—those
tunes of the soul before
there were souls
and each one of us has our own.
Have I spent my life entire in pursuit of that song?
When I read Creation—At the beginning—
breishit—the word for head—rosh—
buried within it was there a Godhead
not unlike Zeus’s from which Athena
had sprung?
It is hard to find my way into song
and it is not always good
maybe I have to return to first things
like the letter bet which leads me to bayit—
house—so must I build this house of song
from these roughly hewn bricks we call letters
and find a voice that invokes first light
of Creation and sing
Abundant praises to the chief musician
who has created my will
to create and hum
into being my soul’s wordless song.
Sharon Dolin is the author of seven books of poetry, most recently Imperfect Present; a memoir entitled Hitchcock Blonde; and two books of translation, most recently Late to the House of Words: Selected Poems by Gemma Gorga. Dolin is associate editor of Barrow Street Press and teaches poetry workshops in New York City.